Monday 23 January 2017

Memoirs from a Sunday gone by...

There were unending plans he would make and write about them on sticky notes and orange coloured diaries.

In his neat and impressive writing, he painstakingly jots downa the list of things that had to get done when his favourite Sunday would arrive. 

Bits of handwritten notes get shoved into his trouser pockets, and they lie there ignorant without a care; By the time he reaches home he forgets all about them, the trouser 
going in for a wash along with the rest of his clothing.
Next morning, after a run in the dryer, 
when a bucket full of clothes is pulled out for drying, scraps of paper fall out, 
the writing now hopelessly unintelligible.
The words are all jumbled, tumbling over one another, big blobs of ink having blotted them out; like a giant wave swooshing away the sand castles built the previous evening.

A host of other paraphernalia also pops out.
A half smoked cigarette bud; the grey ash still quivering at the tip, a 50 p coin now emerging with a slight dent and a ticket to the opera, all lie there silently in a slush. He blames his absent-mindedness for the mess, offers a careless shrug and starts writing his plans all over again.

For the coming Sunday, there were things to get done, errands to be run,

An overgrown toenail that had to be clipped,
An unsettled bill that had to be paid,
A musical opera that he had purchased a ticket for, but then he remembers of forgetting it in the trouser pocket and how it had got washed away. No regrets he tells himself and proceeds to write some more.

He makes plans of visiting his great grand aunt, who was all of ninety, ramrod straight and who would cook Chingri Malai Curry for him, that was not adapted from any cookbook.
This time he was careful enough to tuck the notes in the second partition of his frayed wallet.

But come Sunday, the notes, lie untouched and unread; He has forgotten all about them; 
except about making a visit to his aunt.

He goes for a walk, finds an unattended phone booth, drops a coin, dials a number and counts exactly till ten rings. On the eleventh she answers, letting out a delightful shriek, on hearing his voice. In slow halting tones, she tells him that nothing in this world would give her greater joy than cooking his favourite prawn curry and feeding him. 

She informs him that she is in a rush to get things done and hangs up the phone without telling him a proper goodbye.
He carefully replaces the receiver, a smile leaving his face as he sets out for his walk again. 

On the way, he finds a lone bench that had creepers growing from beneath it. He sits and stares at the clouds above that are gathered in a huddle, hiding the sun behind them.

As the clear winter air fills his senses, he looks around to find a pair of orange hued butterflies chasing each other and the trees shedding their browned leaves.
A one eyed horse passes by that has a skittish walk.

These sights please him, bringing in a joy from within.
He leaves from there, wanting to make new purchases at the grocery store. Weekly shopping done, he winks at the blue-eyed cashier for tendering him the exact change.

The notes that were carefully written in his impressive handwriting are long forgotten except what occupies his senses now is the taste of Chingri Malai Curry that he would soon be experiencing.

Another week would begin tomorrow,
and he would encounter the same rush, 
the same throng of people he would be surrounded with, the empty faces that would stare back at him. But for now, he is happy revelling in the Sunday, that he calls his own, the sunlight filtering inside the rickety bus that was taking him to his great grand aunt’s house…


Tuesday 10 January 2017

Maria

I first saw Maria sitting all by herself at a local restaurant in Goa taking slow sips of her whiskey. Her brown skin, resembling a shade closer to a plumped up raisin shone brightly under the dim lights. Her movements were slow and engrossing as she deftly flicked the ash from the half burnt cigarette and used her other hand, to dig into a tender piece of chicken or some other meat. 
Seated two tables away, I see her calling out to a waiter by name to refill her glass.

You are looking absolutely stunning today Maria, he tells her while adding two cubes of ice into her glass. Maria smiles back, displaying her pearly whites. A knowing look passes between the two. 

The tempo of the music rises, prompting Maria to down her glass contents in one go while she pushes her way to the dance floor. She is wearing a bright dress which just about covered her generous torso. A pale yellow, with a smattering of purple and blue flowers printed all over; the dress resembled a Mediterranean styled garden.

I assumed she must be closer to her fifties, but her body was lithe and supple with grace. She is swaying her hips, sensuously gyrating to the slow music. The restaurant is filled mostly with elderly couples, holding on to a single drink from the time they have come probably worried about their increasing blood pressures and some other heart ailments. 

The table at the centre is occupied by a group of young men, partying on their own, some of them having left their wives behind maybe to tend to month old babies. One could hear, good old boy’s humour along with some fun banter.

I notice single septuagenarian adults, watching Maria closely. Desire shone in their eyes as they wished to turn the clock back and reclaim their good old youth, to share that one dance with Maria. 

Of the lot, an old man gets up abruptly to make his way to the dance floor. He is wearing a trouser, that must have fitted him well during his youth, but now hangs loosely from his waist down. He makes a feeble attempt to hold it intact with the help of a weathered belt but at the same time I guess he is accustomed to an old habit of entwining his fingers into the loops of his trouser, not able to completely rely on his weathered belt.
His thinning hair is parted to one side. Few grey strands make a poor attempt to cover his receding hairline. 

Maria flashes a broad grin as she sees him tottering towards her. 

But before he could even step on to the dance floor, all his hopes of waltzing with Maria lie squashed, as he sees a young lad tapping Maria’s shoulder from behind. She turns around to find herself in the arms of a tall youth, flashing his dimples on and off, who takes her by surprise by twirling her around for a quick jive number.
The old man realising the oddity of the situation slowly retraces his footsteps, resigning to the fact that he is of no match to this man who is in the prime of his life. 

With his flattering smile and sinewy biceps the man grooves along with Maria in a much accustomed ease; both their bodies moving in a synchronised rhythm. The DJ now sensing the mood has shifted to a slow melodious number. 

People across the restaurant including me are watching their moves with an intent rapture as the couple turn and trot on the beautifully polished floor. 
Looking back, a trail of memories follow me, reminding me of a time when I had gone visiting a circus along with my Dad. 
I was left in a state of complete awe then as I watched along with the rest of the people, the trapeze artists brilliantly swinging from one end of the pole to another, effortlessly, with so much poise and grace, that not even for a single moment, any of us present  there could tear our eyes away from the act.

I am jolted out of my reverie. The dance has ended and there is loud cheering heard, amidst drunken tomfoolery as Maria’s companion returns to the table after planting a kiss on both her cheeks.

Maria dances on her own, aware of her growing list of admirers in the background.
The music has shifted to a slow tempo.
As she continues to groove she is careful enough to lift her dress ever so slightly, revealing ample display of her well-toned legs and a hint of purple underwear.
Her hair, a mass of long black curls, her lips a plum red, and her eyes, a glazed brown and inviting, carries the hint of whiskey in them.

The DJ has stopped singing and I see Maria return to her table. She lights up another cigarette, the orange flicker illuminating her face in those dim lights.
I see a spark of joy in her eyes, sense a feeling of contentment around her. 
Her face lingers around me and I know for a fact that for a long long time I will not be able to forget her.


HITCHHIKE

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